Wednesday, 19 June 2024

The Sun Shines After the Sorrow Night

 The Sun Shines After the Sorrow Night




The sun rises after the sorrowful night, 
Bathing the world in a golden light. 
Tears that fell like midnight rain, 
Dry up as dawn breaks the chain.

The darkness fades, a new day's start, 
Bringing hope to a weary heart. 
Shadows retreat, the pain subsides, 
As warmth and light fill the skies.

The night was long, filled with despair, 
But morning comes, gentle and fair. 
Each ray of sun, a tender touch, 
Healing wounds that hurt too much.

Birds sing songs of hope anew, 
The sky, a canvas of brilliant blue. 
Flowers bloom, their faces bright, 
Embracing the day with pure delight.

Remember this, when nights are long, 
And everything seems to go wrong. 
The sun will rise, the light will come, 
Bringing peace to everyone.

So hold on tight through the darkest hour, 
For dawn will bring a mighty power. 
The sun will shine, the day will break, 
And with it, all your sorrows take.

Alhamdulillah.
Ya Allah.
Because You are always there for me.
You light up my sorrow in the night.
With Your Love and Your Guide.
Me, in sujood with tears,
Wipe out all my fear
As You are always in my heart,
All is alright.

Alhamdulillah.

Dear My Self, Know That I Love You

Dear My Self, Know That I Love You




Dear my Self, 
Know that I love you. 
You are strong, 
Even though you are hurt. 
You are patient, 
Even though you are being neglected.


Dear my Self, 
Know that I love you. 
You cry alone, 
Despite being abused and tortured. 
You try to be as happy as possible in the eyes of your children.

Dear my Self, 
Know that I love you. 
You struggle to look strong in front of your children. 
You struggle to look strong in front of your mom and dad. 
You always tell all the good things about your marriage. 
You always praise your husband in front of your friends and family.

Dear my Self, 
Know that I love you. 
Enough is enough. 
You are not worth this type of man, 
Who does not appreciate all the good things you did for him, 
Who does not appreciate all the love, 
Who does not appreciate all the patience.

Dear my Self, 
Know that I love you. 
Let it go. 
Let him go.

Thank you
For being You

A Journey To Healing

A Journey to Healing






In the quiet moments of my life, 
After the storms have passed, 
I find myself standing still, 
Breathing in the calm at last.

The scars are deep, 
the wounds still fresh, 
But I refuse to dwell in pain, 
For I am more than what I've been through, 
I am the sun after the rain.

With every step, 
I seek the light, 
A path that's true and clear, 
Guided by a faith so strong, 
Dispelling every fear.

I embrace the lessons life has taught, 
The strength that's grown within, 
For in the darkest times I've found, 
The courage to begin again.

I listen to the whispers of my heart, 
And trust in Allah's plan, 
Knowing that in His infinite wisdom, 
He holds me in His hands.

Every day is a new beginning, 
A chance to rise and shine, 
To find the beauty in the struggle, 
And let my spirit climb.

I am a warrior, I am a soul, 
With resilience deep and true, 
On this journey to healing, 
I rediscover the best in you. (that's me)

No longer held by chains of past, 
I soar on wings of grace, 
Embracing all that lies ahead, 
With a heart in a peaceful place.

So here I stand, 
with head held high, 
A testament to strength and healing, 
On this journey of my life, 
Forever grateful for this feeling.

Thank you my Creator
You are the Most Gracious Most Merciful.




TRUST ALLAH

 TRUST ALLAH


Ya Allah, 
You know all about me. 
You know all about my wounds. 
You know all about my scars. 
You know all about what is good and bad for me. 
You know all. 
You know me more than I know myself.

Ya Allah, 
I'm putting my whole life in Your hands. 
I don't know what's good for me, 
And I don't know what's bad for me. 
Help me, my Creator, 
You're the Most Gracious and Most Merciful.

Ya Allah, 
You have made me encounter a man, 
That man who seems good to me, 
That man who seems to understand me, 
That man who seems religious to me. 
But You know him better than me.
Please choose for me, 
Please make the decision for us. 
If it is good for me and for him, 
Make it easy for us to unite. 
If it is bad for me and for him, 
Make it easy for us to remain just friends in this world— 
Good friends in business, 
Good friends in life.

I don't know where life is taking us. 
Help me to let go and surrender to Qadr. 
I trust You to take care of everything, 
Because until now, 
You have taken care of everything for me.

Monday, 17 June 2024

Salam Aidil Adha 2024

 

SALAM AIDIL ADHA 2024


Setiap tahun, aku tidak lepas daripada melakukan ibadah korban buat diri dan kedua ibubapaku, juga buat saudara-saudaraku yang berjuang di buji wakafan bumi Palestin.

Mereka insan kekasih Allah.
Mereka insan terpilih.
Mereka para syuhada'.
Mereka sentiasa berjuang mempertahankan bumi Palestin dengan batang tubuh mereka sendiri.
Mereka tidak dambakan harta Dunia.
Mereka hanya dambakan perhatian dan redha Yang Maha Pengasih Maha Penyayang.



Bezanya mereka dengan kita. 
Terasa kerdilnya diri kita di sisi Allah. 

Kita di sini masih berjuang. 
Ya, masih berjuang untuk hidup dengan pelbagai kesempitan kewangan.

Mereka berjuang mempertahankan bumi umat Islam.
Ditindas. Dibunuh. Seluruh dunia melihat.
Negara yang berkuasa semakin bongkak.
Menggunakan segala kuasa untuk membunuh yang tidak berdosa.
Di sambut dengan peluru dan bom.
Dengan darah.

Kita di sini berjuang untuk hidup dari bulan ke bulan.
Membayar bil-bil bulanan, ansuran Kereta, ansuran rumah.
Jika sebagai majikan pula, gaji pekerja, kwsp.
Pelbagai tekanan hidup.
Kos hidup yang semakin tinggi.
Yang berkuasa menindas yang lemah.
Yang berkuasa ingin kekal berkuasa.
Pelbagai cara dibuat.

Aidil Adha kali ini,
Tetap disambut.
Dengan apa yang ada.

Ada yang mesej perlukan bantuan kewangan.
Tiada gaji.
Tiada pendapatan.

Ada yang meminjam ah long.
Ada yang menerima ugutan.

Ujian.
Ujian.
Ujian.
Berterusan.

Aku.
Aku memerhati.
Aku merasai.
Segala keperitan.
Memikirkan.
Sentiasa memikirkan jalan.

Tidak berhenti.



Friday, 14 June 2024

Satu Aturan (1)



Satu Aturan (1)


05.04.2024 
Salam pertama daripadaku
Salam Aidil Fitri
hanya bertujuan untuk meminta bantuan
dalam urusan bisnesku yang bercabang
aku perlukan ilmunya, nasihatnya, kepakarannya
seperti biasa
aku akan mencari yang pakar
salamku bersambut







16.04.2024
aku mengorak langkah
ya lah
masih urusan bisnes
otakku memang wiringnya bisnes
aku akan fokus anak-anak
survival hidupku dan anak-anak
masa depan anak-anakku
dan
ini kali pertama aku try F&B
my dear fastfood restaurant
aku beranikan diri
bertanya masa free nya
dengan muka tak malu
ha ha ha


18.04.2024
Dia mesej aku
mengatur satu pertemuan
.
ya, semua urusan bisnes
.
Bermula Satu Pertemuan
Satu Aturan
.
.
Indah bukan!
.
.







After Break-Up, How to Know a Man?


After Break-Up, 

How to Know a Man?


After break-up, 
How to know a man? 
If he is chosen by Allah 
To be with me, 
If he is competent enough 
To be my husband, 
If he is kind and faithful 
To guide me and my kids 
On the way to Allah.




After break-up,
How to know a man? 
If he knows the meaning of marriage, 
Sakinah, Mawaddah, and Rahmah, 
To build a home full of love and tolerance, 
Not a house full of hate, abuse, and hypocrisy. 
Not that anymore. 
No more.

After break-up, 
How to know a man? 
If he is responsible and patient, 
Because I'm not like before, 
As I'm still suffering from mental, emotional, and physical abuse. 
If he can bear with my conditions and weaknesses, 
As I cannot be a full and normal wife like before. 
If he can bear with me 
in moments of stress and calm.

After break-up, 
How to know a man? 
If he truly loves me, 
If we are compatible 
In values and dreams, 
If we both can respect each other's boundaries, 
If we both can encourage each other to achieve more in life, 
If we both can be in Allah's way of life.

Oh Allah, my Lord, 
Please guide us. 
If You send him to me, 
If You send me to him, 
Show us the way, 
Unite us with Your love and mercy. 
Bless us, dear Allah. 
We need You in our life in this dunya. 
We need Your mercy in the hereafter.
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